One week holiday will be ending very soon, with only a day left. Haven't done anything productive for the whole of the holiday, supposed to be studying but instead doing nothing except watching television, playing PSP and playing facebook games.

In just about two more weeks, comes the promotional examination. Shall study in school for the next two weeks in school, to increase my productive capacity, by improving the quality of my study-force, as well as, increasing the quantity of study hours. Hope that will be able to help in the end.

Why do I just lack the courage to just face reality?
Why do I always avoid the truth?
Why can't I just face up to the harsh reality that things are the way it is?
Maybe I just a tortoise that hides my head whenever I have to face the truth, and just lacking the courage to face it. Perhaps, I'm just a coward in your sense.

What an utter failure I am.