Been lacking the self-discipline to study at home. Just cannot put myself to work and study.

Fearful feelings surrounding me, with knowing the consequence of not preparing enough for examination at this point of time. Unlike in the past, where I can just study at the very last minute, and still manage to scrap through. This is not going to work at this level, where the weakest are being eliminated and tolerates no any other excuses for not doing so.

Recently, not being the usual me. Don't really feel like talking much to anyone, just facing the walls around me. Maybe, I am used to the loneliness. Perhaps, I just enjoy the silence from the environment. Possibly due to my laziness to even talk. Just don't really understand what is going on within me actually.

Could have lost the purpose of interactions with people, or just cannot find anything to talk about. I am just a bored person. Boring.

Might have lost myself.